Julia Says

And here I go again, through the back streets of my mind,
It seems my life was standing still,
Who's sorry now (sorry now)
It's funny how I didn't notice

Here we go again, fighting things we never win,
It seems our love was standing still
Oh I'm sorry now (sorry now)
It's funny how (funny how)
I don't feel the love,
I just hear the words,

Julia says
She doesn't know what it's all about
She doesn't seem to care at all,
Open your eyes and see
Love hurts

I won't be fooled again,
Looking for the dream I couldn't find
The dream for me was left behind
Woh I'm sorry now (sorry now)
It's funny how (funny how)
I don't feel the love
I just hear the words

Julia says
She doesn't know what it's all about,
She doesn't seem to care at all,
Open your eyes and see, love hurts,
Julia please, open your eyes and see

Julia wants to be on her own,
Sharing her thoughts, she is all alone,
Dreaming of the things she wants to be,
Where Julia don't belong

Julia says
She doesn't know, what it's all about
She doesn't know,
Julia please open your eyes and see
C'mon Julie open your eyes and see
She don't know what it's all about
Julia please, Julia please
Julia, you don't care at all
Cause I want you
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
Julie, Julie, Julie

Kata-kata ini Saya ambil dari sebuah lagu dengan judul yang sama, penyanyinya adalah band asal Scotlandia yang populer pada kisaran tahun 1980-1990. Begitu menginspirasi hidup saya, Saya merasa apa yang dikatakan di situ mengisahkan hidup Saya. Saya hanya ingin ditinggal sendiri,Saya tidak merasakan cinta, Saya hanya mendengarkan kata-kata. Saya tidak mengerti dan tidak tahu apa-apa. Saya hanya ingin memimpikan hal-hal yang Saya inginkan... Bahkan hingga kini Saya tetap tidak perdulikan hal itu.
Itulah mengapa Saya menjadikannya judul untuk blog pertama Saya, tentang hidup Saya.